Love Letter

for YOU :)

all i want to say is i love you. i love you not because of who you are, but because who i'm when i'm with you.

i hope that you have the same feeling with me, but don't love me because i love you. please love me for loving me.

i know becoming your friends was a choice but falling in love with you i had no control over.

i don't know why when i shed a tear, i still want you.
i don't know why when you ignores me, i still love you.
even know that YOU LOVE ANOTHER GIRL, but i still smile and say i'm happy for you.

somethimes i think if i never met you, i wouldn't like you.
if i didn't like you, i didn't love you.
if i didn't love you, i wouldn't miss you, and i wouldn't let you know how i feel now.
but i did, i do and i will :)

hmm if i ask you 'may there was a chance for me to live in your heart?' what is your answer?


actually i don't know what the meaning of love.
but the one know, love is just love. it can never be explained by the word, even if with one million words.
it only can be explained if you were felt it.


well, i didn't asking you to say yes or no.
i just want to let you know how i feel.
and i didn't want to make you fall in love with me with this letter, because i know trying to make someone fall in love with you, is about as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with.
i just don't want to regret, because the most painful is to love someone and never find the way to let the person know how you feel.


hmm i think this is enough. okay, that's all.
thankyou for this feelings and for everything you have given to me.

made in jakarta, thursday 13rd January 2011

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